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So it's been awhile since I've interacted in this community of DeviantArt.  Let me just say this:  I've missed you guys. In the last year I have received bad news, good news, experienced some hard times, experienced some joyful times, moved house, been stressed, been content, come closer to God, gotten closer to my husband, made new friendships and lost touch with old friends. It's been a busy time.  My life has simplified in some ways, but grown a lot more busy in others.  I'm living with insecurity and uncertainty, but through it all I've found a peace within and a trust that everything will be ok. I don't currently have a working comput

since you died. I feel like I'm still dying inside too. Today has been a hard day.

I know it's a bit tragic, but I feel more comfortable sharing intimate details of my life with strangers online than I do in 'real life.'  Therefore, I have decided to spill the things that eat me from the inside onto Deviantart. Yes, prepare yourself for 'woe is me' and tales of angst and tragedy. No, I won't make you suffer through a self loathing pity party... I'm just going to lay out the fact of the things that are affecting my life and hopefully the process of just getting it out will help to scour the pain from inside my heart.  Yes, a selfish exercise I know, but hey - if it helps I don't really care what it looks like. Well, here